My face burns and a white hot rage comes over me that I have never felt before. How dare he, how could he leave me on my own like this? What was I supposed to do now without him? I tear them in half and throw them at the bed we had shared. I send the stapler sailing across the room smashing against the wall showering little metal slivers down on Buster, who has returned to see what all the commotion is about.
After surveying the scene he decides it is safer in the hall and he backs out of the room with his ears down and tail between his legs. I rip the bag open whipping it back and forth sending the contents all over the room, once it has emptied to the point I can throw it I heave the bag into the air knocking over a lamp that sits on his side table. Collapsing onto his side of the bed, I dissolve into tears.
I ache so much. I want him so bad. Just one more touch. Just one more embrace. He took a powder, went to the great concert in the sky, passed away, passed on, he is dead. After what seems like hours of fetal position sobbing I look around at the wreckage that had moments earlier been my somewhat tidy sunny bedroom. I open his drawer and retrieve a white cotton T-shirt. My room now looks like a war zone, shell casings included, thanks to the contents of his survival bag. All that is missing are some dead bodies. This thought strikes me as funny.
I could probably call down to the morgue and they could bring some over for me, since we all know each other now, thanks to my meltdown and inability to identify my husband. What was I saying? I gave my head a shake and realized, later was now, and I had to clean this mess up.
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After the meeting, Elena and Peyton exchange business cards under the pretense of collaborating on their respective photography and writing projects. Moving on. One and one… equaling one. Like a blooper reel, but a real reel, and of hand after hand reaching for the impossible. Much like Frederick Douglass being recognized, Peyton and Elena begin seeing each other more and more. In one scene that looks like it was designed by and for The Bachelor Nation, Elena explains her lukewarm to cold feelings for her husband Barry. Lay that groundwork, girl.
They also talk about soul mates with the soul mate talk jesus , how all Peyton wants is a baby, and how Elena is mommi. At the beginning of the shoot, Elena asks Peyton when she knew she was gay. Peyton meets her friend Wave to talk in the bushes. She comes out in a cut off plaid button up, jeans, and boots. Elena is having a hard time wrapping her head around her feelings for Peyton and what that means about her sexuality.
What kind of sites? Like Autostraddle? There is one picture of a lesbian that Elena likes. Another phone call secures it: Elena has a crush on Peyton. Ding dong! There is a lot of talking in this first make out session. Doing great, ladies. Okay, wow, this is like the jam band set of make outs. Scoring their first time sleeping together is another poor music choice that sounds like what plays when a cartoon character sneaks down a hallway. Peyton is getting checked by Wave while Tyler is the embodiment of a high pitched scream into cupped hands for Elena.
Elena still has to be with her family, which shocks Peyton in a way that is curious for a person who has had at least five conversations anticipating this very thing. I pray that this was the moment that was based on true events. As getting wasted on a mountain by yourself in the middle of the day as a teenager 29 typically goes, this ends in an arrest.
Nash avoids jail time because the police know his dad. She wants Elena to be honest with herself and with her family first. Love to have sat through this two hour movie for this. Peyton feels played. Then Elena passes out. Cut to a scene in the park months later. Does Nicole Conn know you can go somewhere besides the park? Why does Tyler have to oversee every interaction Elena and Peyton have together?
Wait, is this a cult? You need to login in order to like this post: click here. Oh gawd. Snorted throughout the recap though!! Thank you so much for your sacrifice! I forgot how fucking weird this movie is.
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If anything, I believe toe stretching is the more natural reaction. Further primary research in the co-dependent echo chamber of my marriage also suggests this is not a thing. If not, is it possible that these actresses are subconsciously breaking the fourth wall to suggest their disdain for how toe-curlingly awful these films are?
Was this article supposed to have footnotes? Also, I think this film still holds the record for longest on screen kiss! Which might explain why it feels like the moe. I was … confused. Peyton has been described as beautiful, smart, fiercely independent,   and as someone who is often a victim on the series. This is definitely not your mom's drama," said Burton. Yes, she is a cheerleader, but she also goes home and listens to punk music.
She's into really dark art and probably rips the heads off of Barbie dolls. Basically, she's a train wreck. You don't have to be one thing. Peyton has made that OK". Burton said she herself was torn between cheerleading and hobbies which would not necessarily be considered hobbies of a cheerleader while in high school.
I had a lot of trouble fitting into those groups when I was in high school because I wanted to be a part of all of them," she said. Some people have the nerve to go ahead and branch out and be a part of everything and some people don't. It's nice that [ One Tree Hill ] shows that," she stated. Burton said that portraying a younger age 16 at 21 was not a problem, except for one aspect: "My only concern was when I had to put on my cheerleading uniform again.
You forget how nerve-racking that is — the vulnerability of wearing bloomers. Both [are] small towns where high school sports played a big part," she stated. Initially, the character was not well received.
She came off as too angry and bitchy to some viewers. She's like, you know, this cute little girl. She wants to be all hard and angry. The character's wardrobe originally encompassed a rocker yet feminine look. Working with her has been wonderful. For her, [Peyton's] more of the do-it-yourself girl. She's so into music, art, she's such a rich character that there are a lot of different things to draw on," stated One Tree Hill's costume designer, Carol Cutshall.
Some days she'll be in a concert T-shirt. We have to find the right concert T-shirt. I do alter them a lot. We come out of it with kind of a one-o-f-a-kind rock T-shirt.
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I take something and then turn it into my own piece of clothing," said Cutshall. Schwahn eventually began to change the character's styles, especially in season 4 and up. In real-life I am [several years older], and was wearing T-shirts and jeans, and Converse sneakers for five years. With the four-year timeline jump , Peyton got to wear more skirts and dresses, and shorter ones.
Peyton was further designed as an artist, in order to add more depth to the character and express what she cannot or does not want to say. But I still had to try out for the job," she said.
They were pretty specific about what they were looking for. I guess my work was closest. I got the job. Ward said that although Burton is a talented actress and has done a great job with the character, she did not feel she had to get to know her in order to proceed with the drawings. In describing the process of drawing for a particular episode, she said she would mostly get input from Robbie Beck, the props master for the show. So Robbie would send me the info and I would initially do some quick sketches," stated Ward. All of their communication was via e-mail. For scenes where Peyton is drawing or painting, Ward stated, " Often I would give a finished version and an unfinished for this purpose.
If I remember correctly, it was usually the words that I left undone.
I certainly became more comfortable working in her style, but I think her style also evolved to fit mine. Does that make sense? The drawings were too clean. A little forced and not at all the way I liked to work. In Season 6, it is seen in color instead of in black and white, to reflect the character's happiness. Regarding most people not knowing she is the actual artist of the artwork, Ward stated that although people generally do not concern themselves with the workers behind the scenes, she believes this is how things should be, and that she is appreciative of those who have related to her artwork.
Peyton's true parentage and other family ties are not discovered until seasons 2, 3, 4, and 6. She is half-sister to Derek Sommers via Mick, and her middle name comes from her biological mother. When Peyton is 8, her adoptive mother at the time known to her as her birth mother , Anna Sawyer, dies by running a red light on her way to pick her up from school. She soon forges a powerful friendship with Brooke Davis , who comforts her over Anna's death, and they become best friends.
As the show begins, Peyton's boyfriend is Nathan Scott. She soon breaks up with him and falls in love with Nathan's rival and half-brother, Lucas Scott. Peyton drives a Mercury Comet convertible, which becomes a major plot point as it is because of it that she meets and first speaks to Lucas. In addition, she realizes that she no longer wants to be the star basketball player's girlfriend. She has a romantic interest in her ex's brooding half brother, Lucas. Through various interactions with Lucas, she finds that he is kind and thoughtful towards her.
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However, when he confesses the depths of his need and want for her, she becomes scared and runs from him; Lucas is left heartbroken and desperate. Peyton later goes to visit Lucas and professes that she wants what he wants, but it is too late; Brooke, her best friend, has now become romantically involved with Lucas. Lucas and Peyton eventually cannot resist each other, and become secret lovers though no sex is involved. On the night that they decide to tell Brooke, Lucas gets into a car accident and subsequently goes into a coma , which brings back painful memories for Peyton because her mother died in a car crash.
When Lucas finally comes home from the hospital, he breaks up with Brooke in order to be with Peyton. Peyton soon ends their affair, however, after it is clear that Brooke has found out about the romance and she wants to spare Brooke's pain. Peyton continues to avoid Lucas while Brooke continues to avoid Peyton. Brooke declares her friendship with Peyton to be over. Eventually, her friendship with Lucas is slowly reformed, and the two attend a party together at Nathan's apartment. However, at the party, Peyton and Nicki , Jake's ex and Jenny's mother, fight. Peyton realizes Nicki is the girl Lucas hooked up with at a bar, shortly after she dumped him to spare Brooke's pain.
Peyton is furious and feels betrayed, along with Brooke. This drives a wedge between Lucas and Peyton, but reconciles the friendship between Peyton and Brooke. The season ends with Peyton spending more time with Jake, and helping him escape from Nicki, who tries to take their daughter from Jake's grasp. Peyton's relationship with Lucas remains broken. In season 2, although she has initial success with getting the all-ages club TRIC opened, and with encouraging Haley to perform at the club, which eventually fuels Haley's desire to be a singer, Peyton begins to get involved with cocaine. She feels alone, as her father is away again, and she does not know where Jake is.
She feels down that everyone is dealing with their issues and not helping her or realizing that she is upset and going through a difficult time in her life. She is accused of being a lesbian by Felix Taggaro and faces public humiliation when he writes DYKE on her locker, just so his sister, Anna Taggaro , will not be presumed a lesbian it is later revealed that Anna is bisexual , but also uses the word gay to assert her sexuality.
Hope comes for Peyton, who is in deep despair and about to buy some cocaine, when Jake comes back into her life; it turns out that an argument between Lucas and Peyton made Lucas realize that he had not been there for Peyton, and felt she needed someone else. As a result, he was the one who called Jake, knowing that Jake would have a positive effect on her. This does, and sparks a turnaround for Peyton, and she and Jake fall in love.
This happiness is short-lived, as Nicki comes back wanting custody of Jenny. Nicki eventually takes Jenny away from Jake and runs off, causing Jake to run after her, which leaves Peyton alone and heartbroken. Soon, someone named Ellie Harp gets in contact with Peyton saying that she is from Alternative Press magazine and wants to do an interview.
Ellie, however, denies sending the e-mails and shockingly informs Peyton that she is her mother. The finale ends with a crying, bewildered Peyton on a beach, and Lucas coming to comfort her. The two share a meaningful hug. In season 3, Peyton learns that she was adopted, and that Ellie really is her biological mother.
Lucas witnesses Ellie purchasing drugs, but he learns that she was buying them for medical reasons; she has breast cancer. Meanwhile, Peyton is angry with Haley because she left Tree Hill to go on tour, but soon they make amends, and Peyton reveals that her hostility toward Haley was because she was the only one that came back out of all the people who have left her. Peyton soon grows close to Ellie, and they collaborate on a CD called Friends with Benefit , which benefits breast cancer research; there will also be a concert for it at TRIC and Haley is one of the performers.
Unfortunately, Ellie dies before she sees the CD or the concert, leaving Peyton devastated. Lucas and Nathan run inside the building to save Peyton and Haley; Lucas finds Peyton bleeding from a wound in her leg inside the school's library. She cannot walk due to the injury, so escaping is out of the question.